I created this blog... a year ago now!? (Barely a sentence in and I'm already too lazy to take the time to actually go check when I started this blog. An action that would literally take no more energy than me lifting one little finger and clicking the "back" button and would have taken half the time this sentence just took)
I figured, hey if so many people have things to say and maybe I have things to say and maybe people will be interested.
I was wrong.
Well half wrong.
Friends, it turns out you are interested and would like me to keep posting, but I never can think of anything to say.
I really shot myself in the foot with the five finger post ( hehehehe in the foot - five finger is a shoe... ya that made me feel smart and witty for a second) Turns out it was funny and now a few people think I can be funny. The pressure to live up to this is actually causing real anxiety and insecurity.
Here is how I see this playing out. I am going to start writing by popular demand (popular = 2 people = 80% of the people who read this blog) so as I was saying until that ( ..) interrupted me, I am going to start writing this.. I'll get all into it (because now my little stories seem so interesting, I'll keep writing it, I will not live up to this now famous five finger post and my 80% will stop reading and I will be speaking to myself and then I'll have to admit that I'm a crazy lady who is so crazy she actually takes the time to sit down and write down the things she says to herself about herself!!!
You see where I'm going with this? So you (you know who you are) must not abandon me in this. I have headed your request. I appreciate you giving me back this activity that I can turn to when I want to procrastinate. But now.... keep up your bit. It's the decent thing to do. Not to blow this out or proportion or anything, but decency is what keep our society going. What keeps us from completely falling to pieces.
Ok, so I guess The Brown Rock is back
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